Well, I apologise for the long delays between updates!

its not that I don;t know what to write next, in fact that's the least of my problems... I have lots of plot lines ready, I have plenty of ideas... I just struggle putting pen to paper and actually expressing my ideas in a written coherent format ^^,

I am hoping to get more time to sit down and type the story up, so keep checking up, I will eventually update....



Sooner or later

*Beats way past clumps of dust*

AHA!!! I knew I'd left DeviantArt around here SOMEWHERE! After much perambulation and procrastination I have returned to DevART bearing gifts! Well a story, and the promise that I'll continue said story, firstly because I want to, and secondly because if I don't several people are going to attack me ^^,

Be seeing you shortly DevART!!!

Belgevain

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Symbol Example Aprroximation (Spanish Dictionary :S)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what are you touching?
Airzooka

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Kracker

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
3:45

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
3:54 Not bad XD

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Traffic

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Walking home from the bus stop

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Tom's answers

9. What are you wearing?
School shirt and trousers

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes..... No I'm not telling!

11. When did you last laugh?
Talking to Gemma about trains :S

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Star Trek, Star Wars and Guildwars posters... Dam I'm a geek

13. Seen anything weird lately?
High School Musical!

14. What do you think of this quiz?
42.....

15. What is the last film you saw?
See answer 13.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A 4 bedroom house and live with my friends!

17. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know:
I cry at emotinal films :S


18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make more adventures, like Indianna Jones!

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes.... If I know what I'm doing

20. George Bush:
Grrrrr............ *Pop

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Elizabeth

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Garion

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes, Spain or the Carrabean

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
You got Three minors, and no majors, congratulations you've passed!

25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
They've already done it :S

Well, life sure has various of screwing with our minds and filling us with false hope. We go about our daily lives hoping that someday, somehow, we'll meet that one person whose just right for us.

But even if we think we succed at that, we can still be VERY wrong. The problem is once stung, twice shy as the saying goes. We fail at our dreams once and we loose confidence in our selves. So we lower our sights and miss out on the best things that could ever happen to us or for us.

It's easy for people to say that "You only regret the things you never tried" and "Live life to the fullest" but we seem to be constrained to the here and now. We forget that we loos what little precious sheilding from the world and get brutally shoved into the arena that is life.

I'd love to be able to end this Blog on a postive note but I really don't seem to be able to find one... Perhaps my Harmonica of life needs a retune...

The only hope I can think is that although life ain't all that peachy, its a damn site better than lying in a musty box six feet under.



(And those who read my Xanga page my reconize the above)